Okay, it has been a couple days. A lot has happened! Okay, on 14 dpo my temperature lept up to 98.9 (I think, it was a couple days ago). Even the new therm showed a spike to 98.58. So yeah, I had hopes up. But the test was a :bfn. So frustrating. Then I learned the progesterone could be keeping my temps up and AF away. GREAT. Another reason to abhore the rotten stuff. And I just didn’t feel like I was pregnant. I didn’t feel like AF was coming, but there was something else missing So yesterday was to be my beta.
I woke up to a temp NOSEDIVE. 98.4 on the old therm, 97.79 on the new one. Not good. So I didn’t go for the beta. Why get my arm poked when I knew the cycle was a bust? The dr’s office called and I told them I didn’t go. They told me to call when AF showed up or if it doesn’t start in a few days, schedule another beta.
Well, wouldn’t you know my temp jumped back up this morning? Ugh. I had no tests left so I had to buy one before lunch. It came back VERY negative. Not even an evaporation line. :sigh So I have to assume it’s the lingering effects of progesterone, Clomid and Lord knows what else messing with my mind. I’ve had cramps today and yesterday. Not really strong one’s though. I can only hope this nonsense is over soon and AF shows up soon. I’m anxious to move on to the next cycle. This cycle is just pissing me off right now.
See? I’m moody too. I know that hag is on her merry way. :dry Anyhow.
Sorry I didn’t write earlier. I meant to, especially yesterday, but I was busy trying to keep my busy and my mind off things. I’ve taken naps almost everyday with H. It’s not so much that I’m tired, but that I crave the oblivion The escape from the day, if only for two hours.
I gave up The Sims for Lent. That probably doesn’t help things. One less thing to occupy myself with. Oh well. Only 38 more days to go! 
