The next cycle *still* hasn’t started, but I expect it to tomorrow. I’ve been spotting all day and I had cramps earlier. I wish today had been the day but at least it’s sooner than last month. Maybe I shouldn’t have taken the progesterone the night before the beta. Live and learn.

But this still puts the 18th at 12 dpo so I can still get my follie check before we go to Elko. Still will have to do the baby dance while we’re there, but only once or twice. So that’s not *so* bad. Still not ideal though.

Oh well. No one said this would be easy. But it’s so hard to accept that when I see others getting it so easy. Some people don’t have to think twice to get pregnant. It’s just unfair. But then no one said that life would be fair.

But I’m not asking for the lottery here. I just want to get pregnant.