Day one of two. I don’t really know. Don’t really care, either. Yeah, cycle 3 was a bust. I think I lost a lot of hope. I mean, I’d been focusing on the 3 month rule. 1st three months of Clomid, 3 months after the HSG… that’s when your chances are high. But now. My chances are gone. Or low. Even though now my thyroid is fine (or so I hope) my chances are still good. Better than the first two months, at least.
It’s just hard to keep caring. It makes my soul *hurt* to keep it up. I’m glad I’m off meds this month. Good thing we didn’t have the money, eh? I’ll be “temping” and will probably use up the last of the OPKs.
I will try to keep my spirits up. It’s just *so* hard to hope each month. And dream. 
But I have to have faith that it’ll happen in good time.
