I actually got the update finished and posted last night. Nothing like a deadline! And a 1 month subscriber this morning so I’m doing something right. Should be able to buy a new pen on Wednesday. You know me and my pens.

Still feel horrible. The nausea is the worst part. I don’t remember any cold being like this when I was pregnant with H. Even just sitting up, I feel bad. I’ll be glad when this stupid cold is history. Couldn’t be too soon if you ask me.

We *are* going to get a new house. I know it. The pieces are sliding together. We can get a Nehemiah Conventional loan, I’m pretty sure. And there seem to be plenty of nice homes out there. I’d like a 4 bedroom, but for one of those, we’d pretty much have to go to Stead. Which wouldn’t be so bad, we’d be near friends, but H couldn’t go to those schools.

I guess we’ll cross that bridge when we get to it. It won’t be until next summer anyhow. An eon away.

A friend had her big ultrasound today. She’s going to have a girl. I’m really really happy for her too. She has two boys already and really wanted a girl. So I am happy. I just hope it doesn’t lower my chances for a girl. That sounds so selfish, I know. And should I have another boy, that’d be fine too. But I have some silly superstitions, anyhow.

Each day I become more and more confident tht this pregnancy will be okay, that I will see it through and have a healthy baby in the end. This little bean is strong. To have made it this far he or she is very strong and can see through to the end of this nine months. I know it! Just have to take it a day at a time. No living in fear!