Did I break another hpt?
Yes. Yes, I did.
I don’t know how I keep doing it, but I do. But judging from my swinging moods this morning I’m gonna guess that’s PMS rearing it’s ugly head. Still, we’ll go out sometime today and pick up another HPT and I’ll test later.
How hard do I suck right now? Pretty hard.
I mean, I can *almost* understand breaking the fancy digital style HPT. Because they’re so fancy. But a regular old cheapo Answer? That takes talent, let me tell you.
Add on that I had some totally cruel dreams last night, about feeling a baby move and all that. :sigh Still trying to remain positive, but it’s so hard.
Update: 6:59pm
Well, it was :bfn. Disappointed? Yeah. But somehow, even though I was *so* hopeful this cycle, I feel okay about it. At least right now I do. Tomorrow may be a different story altogether. I thought it was going to be bfn after this morning. I took apart the “broken” test and thought I could detect the barest of lines. One line, to be exact. But I’m glad I tested again, just to be sure.
I just put in a reorder for another round of Clomid. :fc seriously crossed for good luck this next cycle. I have to believe it’s going to happen for us. I have to.
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