Comments on: Changed http://slackermama.com/2005/06/27/changed/ making little kids cry since 1999 Fri, 21 Nov 2008 10:51:59 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.3 By: callistawolf http://slackermama.com/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1477 callistawolf Wed, 29 Jun 2005 17:54:17 +0000 http://lilacpixels.com/inconceivable/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1477 Well, there was a spiritual rebirth in there, but the one I was talking about was realizing one day that I'm a different person now than I was. And that I can never go back to being that old person, no matter how much I wanted to. Which is so sad and frustrating all in its own. I've come to terms more with it now, but I'm still sad for what I've lost emotionally. Thanks you guys, for all the sweet comments, its so nice to know I have all of you pulling for me. :) Well, there was a spiritual rebirth in there, but the one I was talking about was realizing one day that I’m a different person now than I was. And that I can never go back to being that old person, no matter how much I wanted to. Which is so sad and frustrating all in its own. I’ve come to terms more with it now, but I’m still sad for what I’ve lost emotionally.

Thanks you guys, for all the sweet comments, its so nice to know I have all of you pulling for me. :)

]]> By: Iris http://slackermama.com/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1476 Iris Wed, 29 Jun 2005 17:36:07 +0000 http://lilacpixels.com/inconceivable/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1476 Oh, sweet Marilyn - I knew you were different. I'm so sorry that you expect the worst all of the time - I can't imagine that sinking feeling. :( :( I'll be thinking of you and your appointment - I really hope you can relax at some point..... So what is the 'rebirth' you experienced? Was it religious? Emotional? Both? Or was it a point in your grief where you felt literally like a different person? Oh, sweet Marilyn - I knew you were different. I’m so sorry that you expect the worst all of the time - I can’t imagine that sinking feeling. :( :(

I’ll be thinking of you and your appointment - I really hope you can relax at some point…..

So what is the ‘rebirth’ you experienced? Was it religious? Emotional? Both? Or was it a point in your grief where you felt literally like a different person?

]]> By: Jen P http://slackermama.com/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1473 Jen P Tue, 28 Jun 2005 05:49:51 +0000 http://lilacpixels.com/inconceivable/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1473 So do I. So do I. I wish we all could have that innocence back. The magic that was stolen with loss. Fingers crossed for wonderful, fantastic news. So do I. So do I. I wish we all could have that innocence back. The magic that was stolen with loss. Fingers crossed for wonderful, fantastic news.

]]> By: Corri http://slackermama.com/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1472 Corri Tue, 28 Jun 2005 01:20:14 +0000 http://lilacpixels.com/inconceivable/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1472 Aw, sweetie. This is the saddest thing I've seen you say in awhile. I can't wait for the July 6 apppointment so that at least you'll be able to get over that hurdle. But I know that means that you'll just be running up to the next one. Huge hugs! On a much lighter note, I hope it is OK to let you know that my gut tells me that this baby is a girl. I very rarely get those kinds of hunches, so I have no track record on whether my hunches could be right. But for some reason all of me thinks that the baby is girl, girl, girl!!! Aw, sweetie. This is the saddest thing I’ve seen you say in awhile. I can’t wait for the July 6 apppointment so that at least you’ll be able to get over that hurdle. But I know that means that you’ll just be running up to the next one. Huge hugs!

On a much lighter note, I hope it is OK to let you know that my gut tells me that this baby is a girl. I very rarely get those kinds of hunches, so I have no track record on whether my hunches could be right. But for some reason all of me thinks that the baby is girl, girl, girl!!!

]]> By: kiwi http://slackermama.com/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1471 kiwi Mon, 27 Jun 2005 21:40:06 +0000 http://lilacpixels.com/inconceivable/2005/06/27/changed/#comment-1471 Oh how I understand how you're feeling right now. Sorry I don't have any word of wisdom or magical formula to make the doubts and fears and uneasiness go away. I always felt like knowledge was a kind of control. But somedays I wish I did not know what I know now, just so I could be oblivious to any danger and be naively happy like "normal" people. For what it's worth, I am thinking about you and wishing you all the best for your next appointment. Try and take it one day at the time, maybe the future won't seem so scary that way. Oh how I understand how you’re feeling right now. Sorry I don’t have any word of wisdom or magical formula to make the doubts and fears and uneasiness go away. I always felt like knowledge was a kind of control. But somedays I wish I did not know what I know now, just so I could be oblivious to any danger and be naively happy like “normal” people. For what it’s worth, I am thinking about you and wishing you all the best for your next appointment. Try and take it one day at the time, maybe the future won’t seem so scary that way.

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