Today has been a hard day. Harder than yesterday even, which surprises me. But all day long I’ve felt very draggy, very reminiscent of those dark fall months last year when I would fall into a pit of depression and feel a distinct lack of motivation. Except this time, I have tons of stuff to do. And not doing them “because I don’t feel like it” doesn’t really fly. So the best I could do was just push through all that and try to be as productive as I could.
I got to have lunch with an old friend, which was SO nice. I haven’t seen her in ages and we commiserated about our sucky lives and had some laughs, which was VERY refreshing. She bought me lunch which ROCKS because free food doesn’t come around every day. ;)
On the way home I started cramping. Again. A little worse than I’ve had to deal with so far but by no means a surprise. Any time in the past few days that I’ve done anything remotely interesting I start to cramp and bleed. I guess that means I’m not allowed to have any fun anymore. At least not until I’m finished healing, which lord knows when that will be. So pardon me while I go lay down and try very very hard not to feel sorry for myself.
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This is me. I'm a thirtysomething stay at home mom to three kids. For years I was a stay at home mom to one kid and trying very hard to have more. It took a LONG time (ie: 6 1/2 years), but finally Liam arrived and charmed us with his blue eyes and ginormous, round head. Then we got a shock: I was pregnant again and this time it was a GIRL. Our hearts and home are full at last and now that we're done having babies, we get to relax (snort) and watch them grow (not too fast now, you hear?). Thanks for coming by, feel free to dip into my archives, read my About and History pages (just don't do Jackson's Story without tissues!) and make yourself at home.
