Today was “One of Those Days”. I don’t think I need to go much further than that. We’ve all had “One of Those Days” and we all know they suck rocks. But I’m starting to feel it closing in on me. The suckiness has been building without letting off much steam and that’s never a good thing. If you don’t let of steam you’re liable to explode. And I feel about ready to blow sky high.

Found out this evening that K is most likely not going to get the raise he was hoping for. We knew better than to expect this raise, but on the other hand, there is no good reason for him NOT to get the raise. Plus, it would help us out SO much. And that’s the thing. If something will help us, make our life easier? Forget it. But if it will make our life harder, make us more miserable? We’re first in line. It used to be a joke, but now its plain fact. It’s hard to deny the truth.

Plus, I’m tired and stressed and that never helps. We’re scraping for cat food and gas money and that is very condusive to anxiety. There aren’t enough hours in my day and I’m losing a grip on whatever tenuous organization system (read: no organization system) I had. I don’t know what I need but I hope I get it soon.