So I keep meaning to mention this but, of course, consistantly forget. While I’m sitting still for three-seconds… (dang, I got caught up in VH1’s I :heart the 80’s: 3D there for a minute) I’m going to bring it up.
I started Clomid on Monday. Yep. Monday. So I’m nearing the end of my Clomid-run and so far so good. Only a slight nagging headache. Which hearing some of the stories some women have about Clomid, I could myself very lucky. But the point here is: this is it. Of course, if this cycle doesn’t work, we will try again.
Moreso, this is where the rollercoaster starts. We’re chugging up that steep incline right now… maybe we’ll get lucky and reach the top quickly but it may take some time/months to get there. And then? The “fun” begins.
This is our last turn on the roller coaster if we fail yet again. If we’re sucessful, maybe we’ll try again. But there’s such a feeling of finality here. And I feel so nervous. I’m trying not to think about it, because I know being nervous and uptight is the last thing I need when riding the TTC Train.
Anyhow, I’m not making any sense, even to myself. I keep drifting off and watching VH1. Damn, I suck. Anyhow. Commence obsessing.
{ 7 comments }
Kate (9 comments.) 10.27.05 at 6:09 pm
Wishing you the best of luck this cycle, dollface.
Mabel (4 comments.) 10.28.05 at 5:28 am
(((hugs))) and good luck
Isabel (34 comments.) 10.28.05 at 7:43 am
Best of luck with everything.
kiwi (37 comments.) 10.28.05 at 12:27 pm
Wishing you all the best for this cycle and the months that follow.
Denise 10.28.05 at 2:40 pm
Good luck!! You know i’m rooting for you with everything i’ve got in me!! **hugs**
Debbie 10.30.05 at 7:51 pm
How did I miss this post? Tons and tons of wishes and prayers being sent your way my friend!!!
(suddenly I am a not so silent lurker, eh?)
Leggy (2 comments.) 11.02.05 at 5:21 pm
I’m confused- just found your blog and read “my story”- I am so sorry for your losses. You said that you were having a bunch of immune tests done and that you’d know at your 10/26 visit. Did I miss the post re: what was the upshot?
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