So it would *appear* that I got a :bfp this morning.
I got up pretty early and took the test, an Answer hpt. I saw that it looked as if it were going to be negative and didn’t wait for the test to finish before going back to bed. I just figured it was negative and was even going so far as to plot out the blog post announcing the :bfn before I dozed off.
I woke up again an hour and a half later and checked the test again. This time, a faint pink line was pretty clear next to the dark line. Is that an evaporation line? Or did I just not look close enough at the test when I took it? Is it truly a :bfp?
FWIW, I have felt pretty cruddy all day. Very :sick and knarly. Could be flu, could be something more. I guess this means I need to take another test.
And why can’t I jsut have a clear answer??
God, I’m scared.
{ 4 comments }
Debbie 11.19.05 at 4:21 pm
Oh sweets, I think being scared is perfectly reasonable at this point. I am going to be thinking all sorts of happy thoughts and hoping for a really clear answer for you soon.
kiwi (37 comments.) 11.19.05 at 5:13 pm
I also think it’s natural to be scared at this point. Sorry the answer isn’t clear, but it’s looking pretty good
Get some rest, take care of whatever’s making you feel cruddy (wishing it’s what we’re all hoping for!) and go pee on as many sticks as you need to get a clear answer.
Big hugs.
Kate (9 comments.) 11.20.05 at 3:42 am
CONGRATULATIONS!!! I can imagine that you are terrified. We’re here for you!!
Melissa (2 comments.) 11.20.05 at 6:14 am
Congratulations! Sending loads of good vibes your way!
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