
by Marilyn on November 23, 2005
Well, I just got back from the appointment with my general practitioner. And, not much happened actually. I told her I thought my thyroid needed to be tested and she agreed so I got the standard TSH blood draw. We talked a little about the pregnancy but she encouraged me to see the OB so that’s what I’m going to do. She’s willing to handle my thyroid during the pregnancy but if I do end up seeing a perinatologist through the OB, chances are they’ll handle the thyroid issues.
I guess the next step is to call the OB. I just don’t want to miss anything here, you know? This is all very scary. I want to make sure I’m doing everything I can to be healthy. More importantly, to keep the baby healthy. It’s still so early and so much can still go wrong.
I’m pretty nervous and anxious about the pregnancy. I was feeling this way on the way to the appointment this morning and I happened to glance in the rear view mirror and catch a glimpse of my six-year old son. He was munching away on an Eggo waffle, bobbing his head to the music on the radio, looking out the windows…. generally cheerful with the state of things. I felt myself instantly relax and a smile spread across my face. Because him? I got. And I sure do love him.

by Marilyn on November 21, 2005

by Marilyn on November 21, 2005
After a decidely rough weekend (I felt SO sick for most of it, and a lot of that I can’t rightly blame on morning sickness… I think I picked up a bug somewhere), I’m a little startled that it’s Monday already. Plus, not ready for the *action* that I have to take. But, I took action this morning, against my will or not.
I called the RE’s office and they faxed a beta lab request to the lab for me. So I had to hoof over there. After I finally found the joint (ever come across a street that mapquest just WILL NOT FIND?), the gal inside poked my arm and I was outta there. I also called my general practitioner. I hemmed and hawed about who to call but settled on her because she’s been the one testing my thyroid and that’s my major need right now, to get the thyroid tested. So I have an appointment Wednesday morning at 8:30 to talk to her and all that jazz. Let’s hope I’m still pregnant by then. (OMG, the negativeness!)
So right now? Just waiting to hear back on beta results. Any minute now. What do you want to bet that they’ll wait until 10 minutes to five to call? Typical.
Edit (5:03 pm): So they did wait until five minutes to 5pm to call… how’s that for making me wait on pins and needles? Luckily, she had good news so I didn’t feel the need to flame her.
Today’s beta was 126. A *LOT* better than the 70 I got on 18dpo last time (today is 17dpo) and that makes me feel a lot better.
Go, baby, go!

by Marilyn on November 20, 2005
Okay, this test was read within the time alotted, plus its a little darker than it was yesterday, so I’m encouraged. I’m pregnant!!!
:shock:shock:shock:shock:shock:shock
Okay, what the heck do I do NOW?

by Marilyn on November 19, 2005
So it would *appear* that I got a :bfp this morning.
I got up pretty early and took the test, an Answer hpt. I saw that it looked as if it were going to be negative and didn’t wait for the test to finish before going back to bed. I just figured it was negative and was even going so far as to plot out the blog post announcing the :bfn before I dozed off.
I woke up again an hour and a half later and checked the test again. This time, a faint pink line was pretty clear next to the dark line. Is that an evaporation line? Or did I just not look close enough at the test when I took it? Is it truly a :bfp?
FWIW, I have felt pretty cruddy all day. Very :sick and knarly. Could be flu, could be something more. I guess this means I need to take another test.
And why can’t I jsut have a clear answer??
God, I’m scared.