Yeah, I’m finding myself waist-deep in a gnarly funk. And it’s not because of money. And it’s not because of sleep deprivation (because I actually went to bed at a decent hour last night!). And it’s not because someone’s been mistreating me. No, it’s because of all those things. And something more, I’m sure but I don’t know exactly what. PMS maybe? There’s a thought.
Naw, I don’t think anyone has actually “mistreated” me. But I’m definitely feeling like a square peg in a round hole today. Today has been your typical Monday, which is to say that it sucks. But I think it sucks more than most Mondays do. It was doomed from the start. Even BEFORE the start, if you count the awful thing that Beetoe did last night that (lucky me!) happened to involve me. And no, I’m not going to tell you what it is. There are some things that I do choose to keep private, believe it or not.
I feel tired and worn out and sore. I feel like I’m on the verge of tears all the time and I don’t know why. My temper is short today and I feel like I’m missing something huge. I just don’t know what it is. I hate feeling like this. I always feel like it’s somehow my fault, like I’ve done whatever it is to start myself feeling this way. And I feel weak and stupid and ineffectual.
Let’s just hope this funk passes and soon.
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This is me. I'm a thirtysomething stay at home mom to three kids. For years I was a stay at home mom to one kid and trying very hard to have more. It took a LONG time (ie: 6 1/2 years), but finally Liam arrived and charmed us with his blue eyes and ginormous, round head. Then we got a shock: I was pregnant again and this time it was a GIRL. Our hearts and home are full at last and now that we're done having babies, we get to relax (snort) and watch them grow (not too fast now, you hear?). Thanks for coming by, feel free to dip into my archives, read my About and History pages (just don't do Jackson's Story without tissues!) and make yourself at home.
