I’ve got some sort of problem and I don’t know exactly what it is, but it’s just got to be hormonal. Is it because of PMS or the other? All I do know is that it’s making me quite a fun person to be around. Or rather not. This is “birthday party weekend” and we had one to go to last night and another to go later today. And last night I was definitely NOT fit for public consumption. To my credit, I tried. Several times I tried to chill myself out and just go with the flow. It’s a tactic that generally works for me but instead of getting better, I started getting WORSE.
Kile can attest, I’m not normally a hormonal sort of person. I know there are women who suffer from really horrible PMS and their emotions get the better of them during this time. Luckily, I’ve never been that woman. My PMS is always generally mild and while I will get crabby a lot of times I can rein it in if I really want to (sometimes I just don’t want to, lol). That’s why my attitude last night was so surprising to me. No matter how hard I tried, I could not put mind before matter and just be in a good mood. And that is no way to act at a child’s birthday party. Eventually, it was past Liam’s bedtime and he was getting cranky. I had Kile take me and Liam home and he went back to the party for an hour or two. No reason why my foul mood should ruin everyone else’s good time, right?
Whatever is causing this had better just go ahead and move along here pretty soon because I don’t like to feel like that. I hate to feel out of control and snippy and sullen. I want to have fun and just relax. Why can’t I just relax??
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Liz (56 comments.) 08.20.07 at 8:19 am
Being a gal who is a hormonal mess when it comes to PMS, I know that feeling of not being in control. I snap at The Mistah and I’m just such a raving bizatch and I know it and there’s nothing I can do about it. That feeling out of control is tough business.
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