I feel entirely without aim today. I’m a lump of flesh that has to struggle to get the basic needs taken care of. Change a diaper, nurse a baby, comfort a toddler, fix a lunch, change a diaper, etc and so forth. Of course, I didn’t take cold medicine this morning. I wasn’t sure if I really needed it anymore. I don’t think I do, really, as my problems today have very little to do with a sniffly nose.
I’m unmotivated. I’m unimpressed. I’m tired. So tired. You know, caffeine would probably help. Or a nap. Okay, let’s be reasonable. Caffeine is a lot easier to attain than a nap.
At least it’s not Thursday. If it were Thursday, I’d be doing the single-parent ritual in the evening and I just think I’m up to that today. Of coruse, that means it’s going to wholly suck tomorrow.
Oh well, cross that bridge, etc.
This is a horrible post. And I suppose that makes me a horrible blogger. I just can’t shake the heaviness I feel all over, even in my fingers as I type this out. It’s so heavy, I’m having a hard time holding my head up. But I’ve got to because someone is hungry. Can’t have hungry mouths around here, after all.
The dog is jumping at the back door. Again. Harry’s just lucky I don’t punt her over the back fence. I miss Harry. He called last night and I think he might actually be starting to miss us. Quite a change from last week when we hardly ever heard from him. It’s been so long that he’s been gone. I’m looking forward to having him back home, to be honest. I miss his smart ass comments. I miss having him on hand to let the dogs out whenever they get a wild hair up their butts and want to run around like idiots in the backyard. Again.
Don’t mind me. I’m sure I’ll be normal again someday. Hopefully.
